Want to thank the usual few on msn for cheering me on and helping me out with my work, ideas and everything. You know who you are, thanks so much :) You guys can always talk to me too and you know it!


Still feeling insignificant, and I don't understand why I feel the need to be one of the most important people in someone's life (not a specific who, but for friends whom I feel close to or value) I'm being really honest here, and right now I feel I'm just a friend to some, or maybe a close friend, but not the one they'll find when they're down.

It makes me wonder if I'm a bad friend. Maybe I am.

This doesn't mean I don't appreciate all the really nice things my friends have done for me. & I just don't know if I've done enough.

At least you all survived my whining and emotional stuff. Perhaps I expect too much from people but don't do enough for them. I always wait for people to talk to me first, I think through every word and action of theirs (not all the time, of course). I'm insecure, I'm emotional, I whine, I'm impatient. At least I don't get angry easily, I guess. Maybe I don't sacrifice enough for others.


The taxi driver said I'm nice. I was thinking how I'm actually friendlier, more helpful and nicer towards strangers. Its weird.